Hujan kau ingatkn aku tentang satu rindu
dimasa yang lalu saat mimpi
masih indah bersamamu
Terbayang satu wajah
penuh cinta penuh kasih
Terbayang satu wajah
penuh dengan kehanggatan
kauu ibuuu
Allah izinkanlah aku
bahagiankan dia
mesti dia tlah' jauh
biarkan lah aku
berarti untuk dirinya
ooh ibuu
Terbayang satu wajah
penuh cinta penuh kasih
terbayang satu wajah
penuhdengan kehanggatan
ohhh ibuuuuu
entah kenapa kalo saya denger lagu ini saya merasa saya berdosa sekali sama ibu saya, rasanya saya ingin cium kakinya sambil menangis meminta maaf atas kesalahan saya selama ini. dan entah kenapa pula setiap mendengar lagu ini saya termotivasi sekali untuk cepat sukses dan membahagian orang tua saya. pasti, pasti saya menangis mendengar lagu ini, apalagi ketika amanda menyanyikan lirik yang 'Allah izinkanlah aku bahagiakan dia' itu semangat ingin sukses saya langsung tinggi sekali,ingin rasanya saya mewujudkan apa yang ibu saya inginkan selama ini.
Jumat, 18 Juni 2010
Senin, 14 Juni 2010
and the day
entah kenapa perasaan saya sangat campur aduk sekali belakangan ini, perasaan senang,kesal,merasa tak dihargaipun saya rasakan. saya berfikir, mungkin saya sedang banyak fikiran, karena beberapa hari kebelakang kinerja otak saya memang sedikit lebih banyak dibanding biasanya.
tapiiii ada yang mengganjal 1 hal yaitu,
about our relatioship hemm
we aren't maintain our relationship longer, for first time i was convinced that this will work well, but it's just in my mind, but situation has been talk deferent. so many things i feel i am comfrotable with him but, so many things too i feel i dont like. i realize that he is a childish one, but i think when we are together slowly will disapear, but unfortunatly not.
i feel he does not appreciat me as his girl, there is a few his acted out of limits of a patners.
i telled maria and my other best friend about this, they are really mad, "they said it's not funny to acted like that,because you are his girl not friend, an outrageous joke!"
she wants to speak up about that with him, but i forbid her.
maybe i can't explain what his acted, because it's a privacy just me my best friend and God know it, and i was embarassed to tell.
formerly, before the "exated day" i loved, but after it all, after his acted i turned 180 degrees.
in other side i love, but in other side too i hate really really hate!
this is my first experience, but i dont regret it, because it was my choice.
and the day we ended our relationship.
tapiiii ada yang mengganjal 1 hal yaitu,
about our relatioship hemm
we aren't maintain our relationship longer, for first time i was convinced that this will work well, but it's just in my mind, but situation has been talk deferent. so many things i feel i am comfrotable with him but, so many things too i feel i dont like. i realize that he is a childish one, but i think when we are together slowly will disapear, but unfortunatly not.
i feel he does not appreciat me as his girl, there is a few his acted out of limits of a patners.
i telled maria and my other best friend about this, they are really mad, "they said it's not funny to acted like that,because you are his girl not friend, an outrageous joke!"
she wants to speak up about that with him, but i forbid her.
maybe i can't explain what his acted, because it's a privacy just me my best friend and God know it, and i was embarassed to tell.
formerly, before the "exated day" i loved, but after it all, after his acted i turned 180 degrees.
in other side i love, but in other side too i hate really really hate!
this is my first experience, but i dont regret it, because it was my choice.
and the day we ended our relationship.
Langganan:
Postingan (Atom)